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If you don’t give it first to yourself.

How can you love yourself?

Give For You

My heart was pounding, my stomach shriveled, and I vomited everything I ate. My mind was full of worries and my heart was full of anxiety. why? I asked. Is it because of her attitude? No. This is my inner conflict—not because of her.
I didn't want to criticize or blame her.
But I couldn't find a reason for the conflict. Neither walking nor breathing helped. I called the teacher. my yoga teacher. I couldn't stop crying as I tried to say "Hello". "Why are you crying like an idiot?" I heard my inner voice say. I finally started the conversation.
I felt comfortable listening to the teacher's voice. I talked about the situation and wanted to find an answer.
In the end, the appearance of her that I dislike is actually me, and I thought that I accepted the opinions of others 100%.
In fact, I've come to realize that my arguments are very strong and that this has to do with the desire to dominate.

The second is that, in fact, the fundamental relationship with her was love, and the way it was expressed was very different.

Third, each person has this inner conflict, and some express it in their own way, such as sad like me, angry, or avoidance.... Inside, we want to communicate with others, to be loved, and to give love.


The moment I realized this, the pain in my body and anxiety in my mind disappeared.


" Why do I break down so easily every time?" I asked my teacher. He said “Joon, if you take a good look at your heart through this opportunity, you can heal everyone’s wounds and You'll find that you're completely perfect, just as who you are even if you don't do anything."

Have you become the adult

who you wnated to be?

We are supposed to be broken.

Otherwise we will never know

what unconditional love mean?

We are here to learn one lesson.

Love

Unconditional Love

Which we are already born with it.

The fear still stays

but

The trust is coming.

Sometimes I don’t listen. why is that. I’m not sure. Maybe I’m stubborn or just don’t hear. I dont know. But sorry to anyone I didn’t listen to before.

But I was right.

I am a fish.
Fish in the water.
But I am still thirsty.

It looks like we have a lot of options in our life. But we have only two options.

Chose to be happy with love.

Chose to be unhappy with fear.

너는 네 삶을 변화시켜야 한다.

How

Is it

Possible

Middle of the lake, surrounded by mountains, water to the waist, I feel a sudden flush of warmth.